I don’t know what to say anymore iv’e gotten to this point in my life where I am unsure what to do. I have been very depressed these few months and have become numb to everything. I no longer feel joy in the things I would before like eating chocolate because it has no taste or going out because i’m afraid of running in to people. I have no friends I can hang out with because they all live far away and to be honest I feel like a burden.
I have begun to give up on a lot of things. I know what your thinking why not talk to someone but sadly it’s not that easy. See my mum is also depressed so if I talk to her about it she uses her catch phrase been there done that and it doesn’t help at all and as for my dad he doesn’t quite understand he thinks he does because when he and my mum spilt he was depressed but sadly there are many types. Mine is because of loneliness and past relationship abuse it starts tearing down walls and leaves you vulnerable and broken, shattered even.
I’m unsure on what to do anymore work use to help but where i’m having health issues I can’t work too much so i’m stuck at home in my head which is making me worse. I’m stuck????