Fear, is the only thing we are facing now. A fear for our lives and it needs to stop. Religion is not about who lives and who dies, ‘We DON’T get to play God’- it’s not about what’s wrong or what’s right because in the end there  is no wrong or right. If someone was to kill a murderer does that make it right or does that make you the monster as well? There is no right or wrongs in this world there is only our individual opinion on what are actions could lead to, We can only guide the ones who are broken and help them see themselves and what this world could give them if they allowed it but, there are those who are to far gone to even think of such a choice. What they have done and what they have been promised are only to be seen as greed and manipulation, we can’t change the past but we can change the future.

We need to start by recognising the problem, these days it’s  only about who has the most power or money or weapons but that is not living that’s dying. We are allowing ourselves to die out, we are allowing ourselves to been extinct. We were meant to be free to only feel loved and happy but now it’s all about surviving. We can change and we can be better if only there were more who agree, more people who don’t only see red and want to be happy. We need to keep teaching, learning and evolving into better and greater things and not to be greedy when we know we can be.

We need to come up with ways to solve not to destroy. We should be able to learn from each other not to kill each other. We were meant to swim not sink, to fly and not fight. To stay on the right side of things only when we become broken do we lend a helping hand but no we have crossed so many lines our directions are foggy and hard to see. Compassion shouldn’t be a weakness it should be a gift to love something or someone is a step closer to where you are meant to be and to have someone love you is a blessing because being loved is all you really need to keep you alive.

When we are broken we immediately  give up because we seem to think that is the only option out there for us, we leave our shattered pieces on the ground when we know the glue is right in front of us. We are only human in the end and we are alright!

“Love myself I do. Not everything, but I love the good as well as the bad. I love my crazy lifestyle, and I love my hard discipline. I love my freedom of speech and the way my eyes get dark when I’m tired. I love that I have learned to trust people with my heart, even if it will get broken. I am proud of everything that I am and will become.” –  Johnny Weir



The Glass Behind The MIrror


We always seem to forget the beauty within reason, the question we ask ourselves everyday – Do I look good? Who knows, I’ll tell you, YOU.You know because all in all that’s the only opinion  that matters. As long as you are comfortable and free in what you wear and who you are then who cares what everyone else thinks. My mum used to tell me whenever we used to go clothes shopping that it didn’t matter what she though because she wasn’t the one wearing the clothes and she is right all that matters is how I feel in what I wear which should be the same as you should all feel.

For all of us to be who we are we have to learn to accept who we are, some will find it hard because of what they are going through and that’s okay because all it means is that your strength is being tested, it’s all about how we survive the outcome. A lot of people will not understand who we are but that doesn’t mean they can’t learn to and as I have said before it is okay to be weird because weird is ‘Wonderful’

“Don’t be afraid to be awesome. Sometimes being weird and different is good. When you think you’re working hard, there is always someone else working harder, so always be yourself and know your stuff.” – Jacqueline MacInnes Wood

Running Out Of Time…

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Time is constant, a never ending travel for those around us. The tick that reaches you and makes you doubt your decisions. The noise that keeps us up at night, a noise that allows us to continue to walk to our destination. A walk into the darkness, a walk that captures each of our broken moments and our precious memory’s. We lie awake to try to make sense of it all. To know if everything we do in this lifetime benefits us for wherever we are going next. Time can be wasted but it can also be forgotten but does that mean we shouldn’t remember, that we should just let it lay to waste.

They say we only live once and that time shouldn’t be wasted but does that mean we stop walking towards what we know will be a challenge and have fun or work for what we deserve. So know your self as a soldier and keep marching on.

“We didn’t lose the game; we just ran out of time.”  Vince Lombardi


What I’ve Waited For


Waiting is a waiting game in it’s self. A dream that tricks you into thinking it’s in arms reach when in reality it’s only a light blocking the darkness of the situation. The never ending want of a family or money. It’s everything we wait for and patience is the dream within the dream.

What are you waiting for? a new job? a new view on life? a simple answer? we walk by and only dream in reaching that invisible finish line only to realise it was never there to begin with, that there was never a finish line. Once we accomplish something in our life it doesn’t then mean it’s finished it just means there is more to do. LIfe doesn’t just end because there is no end there is only new adventures, new dangers and new beginnings in our life or for it to be the next one.

For you to finish something means to give up and what’s the point in giving up when there is so much more to do. Stop waiting for something to happen keep moving and remember that waiting for things in life all just becomes an illusion to the naked eye. If you want something then go get it.

“Sometimes that light at the end of the tunnel is a train.” – Charles Barkley

Into the fire


Ever felt like everything we do has no real meaning, that everything we do is just the cause behind another ones motive? like were puppets for society to laugh at because that’s what it sure feels like.

We are always judged on the action we take upon ourselves but never really thought for ourselves. We’ve become blind to our natural beauty, our heir to a better world a better inner self. No change can take back what we have already done, we have limited people’s lives on what they can and can not do and forgetting freedom. The freedom to be free the right to act, to speak and to think for ourselves. We forget who we are and are forced to be someone, something we never wanted to be. Something we have always feared we would become and later on we become the thing that’s scares us the most.

We change the way we look to make others feel better. we change who we want to love and what we want to become to comfort those who seem to think there life is above everyone else’s. I say it needs to stop because we need to love ourselves for WHO WE ARE not who someone wants us to be based on a choice of votes.

Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength. –  Arnold Schwarzenegger 


The other side


The other side, the broken reality to another world of the people we lost. The fact that death leaves us frozen in our tracks as he laughs at our heartbreak and all we can do is fall down the rabbit hole and only hope that we land on our feet.

Each day we lose someone in this mad world and it doesn’t matter if you never knew that person, they are still people they lived their life just like the rest of us so why shouldn’t that make them important. We don’t all have to have fame or money or even an amazing talent to be recognised, we all have our own trades that make us unique. It’s the only beauty we see in this world and we can either rise above and see each other as people or we can just carry on and live this life until the next. It’s your choice. 

If you can see the light at the end of the tunnel, you are looking the wrong way. – Barry Commoner




When the rain starts or the sun rises the new us become ready for a new day, to the jobs we assigned ourselves to. We learn to welcome a new horizon because we can and sure, not everything is perfect but tell me when has anything ever really been perfect? Some believe we all have these guardian Angles and who knows maybe we do who are we to dismiss what we have no proof and just because there is no proof doesn’t mean its not there or it is not real it just means we are not ready to know the truth. Our species, human we are always too scared of what we don’t understand. So if you hear something that’s hard to believe true to find a part of you that does and follow the adventure. Go back to being a child because when we were all young we believed everything and some might think that is a bad thing but sometimes its not always look on the positive side of things.

What after all, is a halo? It’s only one more thing to keep clean. – Christopher Fry